I NEED ALLAH :( :(

"Ya Allah...sedihnya"....I have no place to tell...no place nk share.. :(...huhu...but then I have nobody to tell...nk bgtaw kwn pownn..errr,,, I don't think so..coz I don't want to burden any one....but after all I realize...I still have One...the One who always listen to me...who always watching me...and that is the almighty, ALLAH S.W.T....I only have Allah....only He see my tears..Ya Allah!!~ knapa la aq jdi cmnih..huhu :(

 Maybe org nmpk aq sabaq dngan ujian neyh...sebab...I can smile and laugh in front of others...but I can't lie to myself...behind them...I always cry and only Allah be my witness...aq x taw nk buat pa YA ALLAH!!!..what I can do for now is just write....when I feel sad, I will write  n write until my sadness gone...I will pray to Him...and tell everything to Him...."Ya Allah....please take all these sadness from me...I can't bear it anymore...and only You know, how sad I feel...."

Sometimes....I think...what should I do??? Do I have to forgive the person who hurts me..?? And I always ask Allah to make that sense comes into my heart...and I always ask Him to show me the true..."Ya Allah, perhatikanlah aku kebenaran dengan yang benar, dan berilah jalan untukku mengikutinya, dan perhatikanlah aku kebatilan dengan yang batil, dan berilah aku jalan untukku menjauhinya.." "Ya Allah...please take all my anger...and take all the memories that cause my anger and sadness away from me...If necessary, I want to delete everything...everything from the past that make me hurt...."Ya Allah....bantulah aq..permudahkanlah urusankuu....I can't find anybody but You...please send Your love for me, so that I will get the love from your lovers..."

Sometimes..aq pikiaq....maybe ALLAH just nk remind aq...because I rarely do my 'tahajud' this year...and this year is toward the end by now...and He wants me to upgrade my 'ibadah'...to start again my 'tahajud'......"Ampunilah dosa hambaMu yang sering lalai dan leka ini ya Allah...." ya Allahhh!!


"Ya Allah...sedihnya...." I cry and cry and  cry....only Allah see my tears....I only have Him...."Ya Allah, please send me your strength through my doa'..through my 'ibadah'....through my 'sujud'....through my 'tahajud'...."huhuhuh... :(  kuatkan lah aq ya Allahh!

Thank you Allah for being with me no matter how...even I'm sad...even I'm happy...You always with me..You never left me alone..."THANK YOU ALLAH" "I really love You..ALLAH"...

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